THIS IS GOING TO BE A FANTASTIC WEEK!! THE BEST EVER

Its 2:25pm and im headed for the saloon; my favorite place of all, to do my hair and nails...

im walking out of that door feeling revived and energized because that's the sole purpose of saloon right? to make and transform you into a finer being.

After i look in to the mirror and

AMIDST SO MUCH PAIN...

After watching in disbelief all the misfortune that have been taking place in Haiti, i felt so deeply touched and wished that there was at least something that i could do. even the mere clips shown on t.v can not begin to explain the pain that the casualties are feeling. i am certain that God who is the over seer of all acts on earth is watching over them. this is evident from the miraculous moments that were seen like when a baby girl was discovered under a collapsed building. this is just another clear sign that there is always hope even amidst hardships and struggle.

I was woken up by a terrible pain in my ankle in the middle of the night. it was so painful i failed to go back to bed... it had swollen up and i could barely walk!!! i had a remedy for this from the orthopedist who i had seen earlier, so while limping around the house for a few days i elevated the leg, at-I'm-not-so sure how many degrees and have gradually healed!

This is extremely minor compared to what the other people are going through but the lesson i derived from this period is that eventually the pain stops and healing starts to manifest. our scars are healed and we are renewed.

IF I KEEP THIS UP WHO KNOWS...

i set to jog/walk or do any form of exercise yesterday, after feeling really frustrated by the house. i had spent way too much time in it and wanted to re fresh my thought by being outside what was starting to feel like a claustrophobic box.

the sun was clearly out to get me! this is at about 4pm, and there is not allot of noise in the neighbourhood....yet

as i slope down to the next lane that joins the road to my home there are several large trucks carrying soil and bricks or something of the sort. they were repairing the road. this is a very good thing, but bad for me, because the dust was unbearable.

determined to do my run, i turned the other way, to take another path. the road was slightly busy and so my efforts to jog were killed by the constant inhale of dust! and with the heat mounting, (i truly had some determination)

wow, i was all fired up when going down make that jogging down a slope, at first,then even sprinted a bit just to show off because there were people walking by....i guess i felt they were thinking nice Chick jogging and she looks good while doing it...who know?

they were probably thinking does she have to jog under this heat!?!

then came the hill i had to climb. in life there are all sorts of huddles we go through, and I'm guessing this was one of them. i honestly started regretting all the junk i have been eating the past coupe of months and swore to change my diet because i felt like an elephant trying to lift myself!

i gained momentum when a certain guy (another race...not African) came into site. he was walking ahead of me. he eventually started running and so did i....did i mention i had stopped running?

so there goes a successful attempt at getting off my lazy bums and putting my body to work!

yaay me!!IF I KEEP THIS UP WHO KNOWS...

A CLEAR BLUE SKY

This day has again come to an end, with my failure to abide to a commitment i had made to myself...i vowed to start jogging once a day at list. either every morning or every evening. I'm now worried that if i can not stick to a commitment that i have made to myself, how will ever pull through when i decide to commit to those around me?

thus i have come up with a solution...that's not true i have no clue what i am going to do with myself, because i need to work my butt off so i can look as good as people i see on t.v! hahaha!! (I'm not that blond)

i just realised that i need to get fit, because i have a lot of time on my hands, and need to avoid getting too flabby or complications with my back etc etc etc. though it wouldn't hurt/ i could never complain if after all my hard work and exercising i magically evolve into a hot-bodied goddess! i can picture it now...flat tummy, a few abbes, toned arms!

TV IS A BAD INFLUENCE!!!

ugh, this has been an okay day, as usual, i sat an thought allot as i came to work in the taxi. thought and thought. then read a book. this book i am reading is on interpersonal communication and talks about disclosure...i am sure ill get the hang of it soon.

then another time consuming element was face book, which though i noticed i was passing my day away aimlessly, i carried on to take part. "oh, this is a really nice picture, and they look so nice!" that is part of my use less blubber instead of using my time to engage in a more constructive issue o took to looking at pictures of random people, watched music videos and now feel like a really useless 20 something year old....

help!!!

THE GREAT COME BACK!

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ive missed blogging and feel so alive now that im back!!!!!

yaay me