A CLEAR BLUE SKY

This day has again come to an end, with my failure to abide to a commitment i had made to myself...i vowed to start jogging once a day at list. either every morning or every evening. I'm now worried that if i can not stick to a commitment that i have made to myself, how will ever pull through when i decide to commit to those around me?

thus i have come up with a solution...that's not true i have no clue what i am going to do with myself, because i need to work my butt off so i can look as good as people i see on t.v! hahaha!! (I'm not that blond)

i just realised that i need to get fit, because i have a lot of time on my hands, and need to avoid getting too flabby or complications with my back etc etc etc. though it wouldn't hurt/ i could never complain if after all my hard work and exercising i magically evolve into a hot-bodied goddess! i can picture it now...flat tummy, a few abbes, toned arms!

TV IS A BAD INFLUENCE!!!

ugh, this has been an okay day, as usual, i sat an thought allot as i came to work in the taxi. thought and thought. then read a book. this book i am reading is on interpersonal communication and talks about disclosure...i am sure ill get the hang of it soon.

then another time consuming element was face book, which though i noticed i was passing my day away aimlessly, i carried on to take part. "oh, this is a really nice picture, and they look so nice!" that is part of my use less blubber instead of using my time to engage in a more constructive issue o took to looking at pictures of random people, watched music videos and now feel like a really useless 20 something year old....

help!!!