Bad Memories

Why do memories have to bounce back from time to time?? Why?!? I guess one minute you think you are having a great time,or that you are extremely safe and then the next it's the opposite. All of us make good decisions and bad ones.  And regardless, they all affect us. Just thinking about it now, life can be such a U-Know-What! its like in this life some people are designed to build you, while others to destruct you. I sometimes wish the bad ones would approach you with a tag on their forehead or something.

ive always hated the saying"bad things happen to good people"maybe because it applies so much to the events in my life.

So maybe not being such goodie two shoes all the time is the answer to my problem here. Think about it how come the worst and un deserving always get the best.

I was just thinking today;isn't there more to life than being born, going to school,getting a job and then marrigae and etc etc? But then again there is destiny, so if oe is destined to be a success and works towards it, then certainly it will happen. And yes, even better things happen to good people. and to top it all off, those that really love us will always be there . Love does conquer all.

In conclusion  despite my bad memories coming up all the time to haunt me and depress me i am sure that they have made me a better person in whole. Im sure more will come but i hope to get through them as well and make it a learning expereince. In the mean time, ama walk through life with a big smile on my face because i know greter things are yet to come this ordinary girl....xoxox