the so-called "truth"

Today at work i was supposed to prepare an advert for this show that is supposed to take place soon....(its way over due) by the way. 

Any way, this so called "Professional" as i was made out believe was supposed to come in and listen to it, as well as direct me on how to make it.

So she ends up coming late, and so i had to do it without her and being an amateur that i am, i did all that i could to make it as good as possible.

 Well, it turned out that according to miss-know-it-all i had a "teenage voice" mixed with "laziness"...who the f@#* does she think she is!!  Just walk in entirely clueless and say that?!? 

I mean, she is just an overly bleached weirdo that came in yesterday... She really had the nerve to put me down (but didn't succeed.) 

I guess i'm over re acting and totally bummed out because i have this important-ish thing going on tomorrow and really need it to work out, and hearing what the waco had to say was just a bummer real BUMMER. 

And well, i was smiling while she laid down what she "honestly thought about me" but well if she only knew what I thought about her....fake!!from her phone accent i could tell what was coming my way some plastic chick designed to full the whole world well, (I'm on to u!!!biatch!) talking about me being  dull...I'm like the most color full and exciting professional she will ever meet.and has officially made on my list. am just soooooooooooooooo furious!!!heck she is lucky am good at faking smiles and politeness.

On a lighter note though, today has been a day to see all the fake and real people... ever had one of those in your life? well the type of person who for instance will lie about his career? and lie about what they want exactly? fake people are al over the place but i guess we have to pretend to be fake as well and move n with life.  

since i am running outer time, ill just some up all i had to say.

i really hope tomorrow goes well for me, because after all its a lot that i can  do at a good and reasonable price, so i want it so bad.

 just plan on going home right now and doing some exercise to get my blood flowing to right places in my body.

so agenda for tomorrow will be to is al those details down and truthfully, i a expecting really good news. And whatever happens i am ready to make the most out of it.  

And the quote id like to leave behind today is:

"if you can not touch the sky, you should at least be among the stars"

later...