WHAT A DAY!!!!HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY

I am thank full for life and all that it brings me each new day, but yesterday!!!!!It was just too much,that i cant remember feeling so low and let-down.And yet at the same time i just couldn't help but keep it all together other than feel so bad about myself the whole day.

So i was destructed the entire day by other things like working but deep down i kept thinking "what a failure" and constantly comparing myself to other people or just wondering what they will say about me if they knew.

But as the song T.I and Justin sang goes...the old me dead and gone!!LOLL!!! I feel like I'm thinking more clearly today, and the past is past even though it always tries to bite me in the arse unexpectedly.   Then today i witnessed someone trying to pull off being a totally different person from the one i had first met and thought i knew. Why cant people just be real and be happy with the way they were created!!!!! Being someone else just comes out all messed up and even makes it easier for people to predict what type of person you really are,....PRETENDERS, HYPOCRITES,HOLLA!!!!

I wont lie because i have been one or thee other at a point in life but don't lets just say i learnt my lesson as time went on.

So as i was still reminiscing about today, am over feeling sorry for myself and putting my failures ahead of my potential success!!!

I am looking forward to achieving beyond my potential because if i don't, no one will...i felt a quote coming on but oops i just forgot what it was to be exact so maybe another day.

SO LESSONS LEARNT;

*Even after a sudden fall, slowly pick yourself up and dust off that mud or dirt and find an opportunity in the next challenge.

*Feeling sorry for yourself is SO yesterday!!!thus leave that up to those around you because im sure they will have nothing better to do than gossip about your failure and never let it go...(damn colleagues)

*Nothing comes easy so no more playing around and acting like a complete blonde with people who have the time and energy to waste!!Some people just dont give a damn about their lives, and even you trying so hard to make them see that there is hope will never change them......they are easily bored and can find a new hobby at any time. DONT LET THAT BE YOU!!!I AM SO NOT GOING TO END UP A FAILURE ON SOME ONE"S ACCOUNT

*ooh and from the movie i was watching today called IGOR,(such a sweet movie by the way)

"its better to be good Nobody than an evil Somebody"

so there you have it, hope it will get you seriously thinking and make you be either a SOMEBODY or NOBODY!!!